Friday, September 11, 2009

I want to be an old woman

Lets be honest here, I kind of already am. Sometimes when I think about going to bed early i get so excited I feel like I could die right then and there.

The most fun I have on a Friday is reading by myself with a hot drink and when people call me to go out and drink all night my lips almost utter "darn whippersnappers.."

And I carry around a 20 foot long photo shoot of my grandchildren in my wallet. Well I will anyway. Sometimes I just like sitting quietly alone, pondering life.

I find myself while doing typical young person activities thinking "I am too old for this." Sometimes when I am about do a craft I am so excited I could pee my pants. You know, considering I am 21 none of this really makes sense. So I think at least when I am an old woman my personality can finally be in context. Really it's a just a matter of my body catching up to my soul. Just call me Benjamin Button.